live.laugh.love

my disease is back. the one where i study late at night because i was on the compuer all day. pshh, i need to pull myself together. it was my nanny's wedding today and i wish i could've come but i had yfc love conference. it was okay, i cried, as usual and i slept for a couple of hours, okay, 3 hours. haha. february is coming. i have some things tolook forward to that month:
9th family day - i'm part of a flute presentation. haha
14th - valentine's day slash my sister Tracy's 23rd birthday
clearance signing and ndea and i think final exam. pshh.
i'm addicted to hexrpg.com . it's a hogwarts role playing game slash forum site. i'm a slytherin. be jealous. XD
people think of me as this girl who talks all the time and hates silence but really, i loove silence. i hate it when people talk. especially to me. i hate noise. there are just times that i feel like talking but i'm more of a quiet person. and some people have noticed that in school now. i don't talk super loud during math, filipino and even RECESS now. uh-may-zing. vanessa? quiet? really? lol.