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Teresa gave me a bracelet for our anniversary last Sept 24th. it was so pretty and i wore it for two days straight. then the other day, it started to itch. i totally forgot that i was freaking allergic to silver! but i didn't tell her cause i knew it would make her feel bad. but then Val saw the red blotches from my hand up to my forearm, and told Tessa. Then she told me not to wear it. I feel so bad. I mean, I didn't have anything to give her last Wednesday, and so I decided to keep wearing the bracelet to show her how much i appreciate it, and now i can't! ugh. I feel so guilty. Kaya nga I'm so gonna make it up to her on her birthday, October 20th. I won't be here that day cause RD and I need to go to this court trial thing at Marbel, but I'll find a way.
exams. from cheat dependent to cramaholic, these are the things I learned from the past week: 1. to study at least a week before exams and 2. to read my books everynight instead of waiting for the ting tings and maroon 5 on mtv while watching house reruns on axn.
my eyebags are more horrible than ever, srsly. people in school notice. not only because of the exams, but because of the Youth Camp as well. I.need.rest. good thing there aren't any classes tomorrow! lol
Filipino was terrible. Noli Me Tangere does not interest me and I only read half of the ten chapters that out teacher said we should study for the night before. It was pure agony, I and it couldn't make any sense because we don't have a Filipino dictionary at home. As for chem, I finally got it right at the last minute. props to Vanessa E. for being an awesome tutor. :D
We checked some test papers yesterday, and i got 49/50 on AP because i spelled geneology instead of genealogy and surprise, surprise. i got 37/40 on Filipino. ^^

this is rey. everybody just loves rey. lol

The Youth Camp was okay. We prayer warrioprs did seven rounds of rosaries during the second day and it got pretty eerie during the night. but thanks to Jezza, Rea, and all my other super-crazy friends, we were able to shake it off during our five-minute breaks.

You know what? I take back what i said.. chem is crap. It does not make any sense at all. curse them sub-energy levels! It used to be boring and easy, but now it's boring AND difficult.
Remember the Youth Camps I go to? Well, there's another one. It's gonna be on the 26th til the 28th. Right after the exam. I'm so freaking excited! lolz. We're gonna have so much fun.. i heard there were gonna be 60+ people going. ;D I cannot wait to get the exams over with. My recruits haven't paid their registration fees yet[my deadline is on the 25th], and so i'm not sure if i'd be able to come to the camp. ugh. i really, really hope i can.
that was just a short update. I won't be here til the 28th. ciaooo

Our school was the sponsor for the 8am mass today, but Valerie and I woke up late-so we went to church around 8:40 or something. then after the mass, we were planning to stay for the 4th mass, but then we saw Jorena, Ysa and Patrice and they invited us to go to Montessori for their family day. But before that we went to penstar-i'm not really sure what the name of the store was- cause Valerie needed a new notebook and I saw ate Camille on the way. ;)

then, we walked all the way to Montessori with Leonard and Earl too. it was nice to be back there again. we were so noisy while they were having the program and their principal was like "grade six, you're so noisy. oh, that's not the grade six pala. welcome back alumnae!" lolz. then we went to the canteen and saw Baby Anne there and her father gave us free drinks. yeys! haha. i didn't spend a cent today. I just lurve free stuff. haha. then we saw Chard with his mother and we asked him to treat us but he said he didn't have money, but we still kept asking him. then his mother heard us and she gave us money. yeahuh! haha

then we went to the grade five classroom and talked and stuff four hours. then around 1 o'clock, we left and went to this place that made cakes cause Pat, Ysa and Jorena were gonna have one made for their friend's birthday tomorrow.

Speaking of tomorrow, I'm kinda scared about tomorrow. One, I have to do this report for Araling Panlipunan. Two, it's Klier. My teacher found out last Monday that Klier was inside our classroom with her boyfriend all day and she thought they were alone and that they were doing something else, but they weren't! and they weren't alone. they were with the other couples pa. eeww, right? and of course Heidi and Spencer were there. haha. and it's all my fault. I let it slip to our teacher. But she already knows that Klier has a boyfriend and she knows that they like to stay at the 3rd floor after dismissal. I don't know why she got paranoid when I said that Klier was upstairs during the basketball match. I'm so pissed. At myself and my adviser who just loves to see me suffer. ugh. And now Klier's blaming me. Way to go, V.

And because of what happened, the gate by the stairs were closed last Tuesday and I wasn't able to get my books. It's our monthly exam on the 25th and 26th, and i can't study without my books. My notes are pretty much useless, because my teachers don't let us write much because they say everything they say are found in our books. I have no choice but to cram, then. lolz

hey guys, me again. i have five drafts on this blog now and i've been typing for hours, but i don't know what to post. and that is such a lame excuse to keep me from updating my blog.so.. we didn't have classes last wednesday, thursday and friday. but i was given homework and another movie report. this time it was about Mother Teresa. i didn't really pay attention to the movie because we were watching it with another section to save time, and they were really noisy and there weren't any subtitles. so i had to research about Mother Teresa. ugh. why do they have to make us do reports about such sucky movies anyway? the other day i was on the verge of not doing my report because i was too lazy to do it, but then i had to keep my grades up or else my mom would kill me and projects are like 10% of the final grade for religion.

speaking of grades, i was so shocked to see my grades. i got seven line of 9's and two line of 8's-araling panlipunan and homeroom. but they don't really matter cause my ap teacher hates me and i'm gonna have to help clean the room in order to get a good grade. i'm not the type of person who cleans. so whatever.when my mom saw my grades she was still mad and i was like wtf? that's just two line of 8's and the rest were pretty good. then she said that my teacher talked to her about me not passing an extra-curricular form(it's sort of required for those who are running for ranks). then i told her there is no way i'm gonna get extra points cause i'm horrible at arts for those poster making contests and i suck at sports. and she just said that i should at least try or something, but i'm too lazy to join after-school activities and to chase teachers just to get the points signed. i already have academics to keep up with and now she wants me to join other stuff too. ugh. i hate pressure.

valerie and i went to dad's today and we ate lunch together. it was funn. when dad so my grades, he was estatic. well, except for the teacher's comment part. it said i should be more punctual. lolz. i like dad more now. i mean, i'm not saying he's forgiven or anything.but cause he's much, much more understanding.

i need to study for the monthly exams.. but i'm too lazy. and i have 30 pending comments on friendster and they're like weeks old. ugh. i need a wake-up call. maybe midnight sun would do the trick. ;p

fucking betch.
that little bitch. i wanna cut her head off.
so after we watched the happening, our teacher told us to make a review. and being the diligent student i try to be, i got to work immediately. [lol]
then i brought it to school yesterday, cause i was hoping i could pass early cause i knew i would lose it if i'd pass it sooner. shariah sits behind my seatmate. so she saw me inserting my review to my english notebook and she asked to see it. so there i was. given 5 seconds to think about this. i've already heard about the rumors spread about by her previous seatmates that she's a user and all, but i still let her see it. then

her:Van, pwede mahiram to? tignan ko lang yung format.. di kasi ako marunong
me: ha? i rewrite ko pa kasi yan..
her: sige na van, di kasi ako marunong.
Me:gusto mo, ipa-xerox ko na lang to..
her: talaga van? sige van.. thank you!
this morning:
me: sha, patingin daw ng review mo..
her: pangit man to.. pang editorial yung ginawa ko.

then i remembered that she was part of the school paper. and that she just went to this journalism seminar thingy last month. yeah sha, you really have no idea how to make a freaking review.. *reads her review* "ginaya ko lang yung format mo.. di ko kasi alam paano." the rumors are true! so true! she copied my sentences. word per word. MY WORDS. so after that, i told her..

me: sha, pwede irevise mo yung review mo? kasi-
her: ha? oo gani.. yung format mo kasi..
me: hindi ah. yung sentences talaga. kagaya sa akin. baka isipin ni ma'am, ako yung nanggaya niyan. first honor ka pa naman, ako hindi. syempre iisipin ni ma'am ako nanggaya. sige na be..
her: sige.
she had an hour and a half to do it. but she didn't! that little bitch.
me: sha, narevise mo na?
her: ay, wala. wala kasi time.. sa tuesday na lang.

oh you crazy little bitch. ma'am said the deadline was friday. i bet she was confident that ma'am would take her side. but noo, she's wrong. freaking wrong. after english, valerie went up to ma'am aleta[they're friends] and told her about it. i wasn't satisfied, of course. so i talked to ma'am aleta too, and even promised to her that i would bring my draft next week.
i'm done letting her step on me like that. it's about time i stand up to her. two years ago she had an easily-manipulated sidekick with her to make me look more evil than her. now she doesn't, cause klier doesn't like it when she does her dirty work. lol
super excited and nervous for notre dame day. them sienans are coming over. [yikes!] haha, just kidding. i'll come to school extra late on monday to have an entrance..haha
i should've saved my previous icon for this post! ;)

hey guys, sorry for the lack of updates. i've been so busy with school.
shet. i've been moved to first row this morning, 2 seats away from you-know-who. and it's so freaking distracting cause i can't look at that direction anymore. dati kasi, when i was still at the back row, i would look there and his head would be hidden. ngayon hindi na. ugh
we got our exam results na, and i'm happy to say that i passed. lolz. and my scores are pretty good, better than i expected.
so, being in front. i decided to make the most out of it. i pay attention na cause there's no klier talking to me or tempting me to talk anymore so yeah.. geometry is finally making sense! and chemistry, too! omg yes chemistry! we did an activity today and i just asked vanessa s., my new seatmate the formula and i answered the rest. haha. okay, maybe it's not really a BIG deal or anything, but to me it is cause there's progress! haha
last sunday i went to this place called oasis cause we had a youth camp training. idk why we're even having a training. i don't think i really need one cause i already know what a prayer warrior should do, but kuya ian said i can't serve if i don't go. and because of that, i wasn't able to research for this report i'm doing for english. i thought we were gonna report today, but since we watched the happening yesterday til today, we're reporting on thursday. :D why am i doing the report? because my group mates are pretty much useless people. lolz daniel, cj and rigel. wee.
another prerequisite for the service team, are two participants. i already got a freshman but i'm not sure if she'll be able to go cause the venue hasn't been decided yet.. and i also got arnem, but i'm 90% sure he's not gonna be allowed to come..but his friend keeps pushing me to recruit him so i can't drop him or else his friend who's also my friend would be sad.. lol
last saturday i watched the tuklas ng lakambini at girls and i saw rd and ate rob. i went home early cause inna left me and let rd talk to me. so i ran. haha at me. i also witnessed ate camille's reportedly 7-year-oldish voice. i don't think she sounded like that at all! for real.
last friday was both exciting and horrible. it was exciting cause valerie and i went to marbel without my mom or dad's consent. my mother just thought that we were spending the whole day at school because we were having a culminating activity for buwan ng wika. i bought a some stuff and valerie bought this shirt for daniel's little brother, dwight who is celebrating his birthday today. the horrible part was when i was disposing the evidence of going to marbel, i dropped my wallet at the bus. and now it's gone, together with all my cash and some important stuff. and what's irritating is that i don't tend to use wallets. and now na i did, i lost it pa. *sob
speaking of daniel; (i doubt anyone i know in school will read this.) i'm sort of pissed at tessa cause she's blowing off valerie and precious-her two best-est friends because of daniel. they are always all over each other it makes me want to puke! i mean, nung first month nila, okay.. they just became together..that's normal. but now it's too much! and whenever tessa and i get together, she talks about daniel 95% of the time. it's driving me crazy. she needs to balance, or else she's really gonna lose her friends and become a heidi. x33
gotta go, i have to make a stupid review for the happening[worst.movie.ever] and watch gossip girl!