live.laugh.love

last post: june 12. sorry.. ^-^

so okay., here's what's kept me busy: [a.k.a the real reason behind my horrible eye bags and three humongous zits.]

the elections were very disappointing. anna ran for p.r.o. and shariah ran for something else. during the general rally, rea and i planned about forming a party for the class officers' election.. i was the pro. then, the election.. only myka won from the other party which was a real bummer.. so after they lost[haha] shariah took my position and ran for PRO. the party was called lakers, which i came up with to mock boston fans. lolz. see, we thought that if lakers would lose against the celtics on court, maybe they would win on the election. so this time anna ran for governor[note: she is a transferee. xD] and she didn't have an opponent. klier ran for treasurer and she too, didn't have an opponent. the other party was called unique-i totally thought they'd be calling themselves boston or celtics.- and their vice governor came from our section, and he cried during his speech. resulting to 206 votes and the rest of his partymates' victory. no offense to the lower sections, but they're not capable of being good officers! well, some of them. lolz.

as for the academics, i like almost all my teachers. except for ma'am paclibar[geometry] and sir garcia[chemistry]. because (1)the subjects they teach, (2)the way they teach and (3)their attitudes. i'm having a bit of a hard time with pehm, because my pe teacher dazzles me. well, almost. xDD he has this soothing voice and sleepy, sultry eyes. haha. xDD

sleep is terrible. i'm not used to carrying heavy bags, so i don't bring notebooks. i would just bring an intermediate pad and write everything there, and rewrite at night. by the way, i wite really slow in front of the tv. lolz

well at least i've got something to keep me busy, i only go online for like an hour on weekdays. and we clean after class pa, which really sucks for me. >.<

i need to get used to this.. sigh.

fudge ah. matagal ko na talagang pinapangarap na maging Supreme Student Council PRO, tapos ngayon. Si Anna pala.. Nakakainis. Di naman ako pwedeng umeksena sa kabilang partido kasi puros 4th years ang nandun. Manalo man siya o hindi, sigurado nang matatalo ako next year if ever tatakbo ako. Kasi ipapatakbo nanaman daw siya next year, kaya parang kilala na siya ng students. automatic talo na ako niyan. magaling pa naman din siya. pinagkukumpara na nga kami eh. fudge daniel ah... natameme lahat ng maiingay kanina nung nagspeech si Anna. di naman sa insecure ako sa kanya or anything, pero there goes my dream. *sobs.

naiinis din ako sa ibang tao ngayon. english ng english. hello, pilipino ka 'no! ang arte-arte mo naman. matamaan na ang matamaan.. basta. oo, nag-eenglish nga ako. pero marunong rin naman akong magtagalog. ewan ko ba kung bakit ako nagkakaganito. bad trip lang siguro ako, kasi nilipat ako ng bago naming teacher ng upuan na tahimik na nga ako.. sigh

nga pala, nung hapon ng first day ko, nag-resign yung adviser namin. kahapon lang namin nalaman. at least hindi plastic 'tong teacher namin ngayon. chyeaaa.

fudge it. because of saturday night's incident, my sleeping habits had gone much worse. during the summer, i would fall asleep at around 12-1am[after watching lizzie mcquire reruns and everyday italian.lol] but for three nights in a row, i would still be wide awake at 3-4 in the morning.. so much for my bedtime plan this year.

first day. dun dun dun dunnnn... i made it! i'm so grateful! xDD i was jumping up and down. lol. but valerie didn't. so she had to bring dad to school to talk to the principal to have her transferred.. we have a transferee, she's anna. i've heard so much about her, and i have met her before and she's really nice. kaso, i feel uncomfortable cause she's so silent and nobody talks to her so much. i'm not the friendly type so i'm just crossing my fingers that she would break out if her shell or something. lol. our classrooms suck! i'm still on the 3rd floor. together with the freaking freshmen. and the other half of the juniors are on the 2nd floor. gulp. j u n i o r. we had our usual orientation this morning, and it was okay. tessa's my seatmate again, and when we went to class we were on the first row but we got transferred to the back row, below the electric fan. yeahuh! lolz. we just had some rules and introduction stuffs. nothing new. i know all of my classmates anyway. i can't believe i've totally moved on with arnem. when i saw him today, the butterflies were gone! i just saw him as another classmate, and that's freaking awesome. we didn't talk, but i'm glad we didn't feel awkward around eachother. ^^ during lunch, i went out with tessa to an internet cafe, then i lost track of time and when i got home, my mother was freaking mad. urghh. we had more orientations during the afternoon, i just sat on the floor and slept. anna was laughing, but i was to sleepy to look at her.

i talked to stitch! lolz. drumroll, please. when it comes to these things, i absolutely hate it when i'm right. and lately, i've noticed that i always am! grr... but we made a deal. he's one of my very few good friends and i told him that i didn't want things to get awkward or anything and that i didn't want this to ruin our friendship. i mean, look at arnem and me. and that other guy from my old blog.[haha] so we're good now. he asked me to help him make Lilo jealous, but i said no.(of course) see, that's how arnem and i got way closer, [i made this girl crushing on him jealous and he made this guy crushing on me jealous too]and i didn't want to take any risks.

i know it's pretty late, but whatevs. i still think robi deserved to win. not the money, but as teen big winner. haha. Ejay, you have wayyyyyyy big shoes to fill. haha

I'm pretty bummed about the fact that i update less and less, but i really want to make up for that. i'm getting more and more upset with my sister cause i keep asking her if she ordered my book yet, but she keeps ignoring me which is even worse cause i just can't wait anymore. i want that book so bad na. urgh.

woah. school's on tuesday and i don't think i'm so excited anymore. lolz. last year i've been pretty lazy so my grades got lower. i really hope i'm still on the first section this year. as in really hope.

the other day i hung out with rd, jassen and sim and we went to this department store to buy some "battery fans" for school. lolz. you have no idea how hot it is in my school.long sleeves+super crowded gym+super hot weather. >.<. we wanted to go to this other department store but rd's bodyguard said he was getting tired and she's not allowed to go anywhere in tacurong without her freaking bodyguard so we just went back to her house and ate halo-halo and played neighbors from hell on her laptop. haha. then, we went upstairs to see her room which she cleaned by herself[lol] and watched el cuerpo. haha. i like that show a lot. hella fun. ^^ then after the show sim and jassen went home and rd slept and i got online and talked to stitch. fudge, he has a new crush.

me: ha? pa'no na si Lilo?

stitch: i have no feelings for her..

me: impossible. sabi mo love mo siya..

stitch: dati yun.

me: sino ba yang babaeng yan? for sure mas maganda yan si Lilo.

stitch: sabihin ko lang sa'yo sa personal.

damnit, i hate myself. i swear, i would kill myself if it was me. there was more to that convo but that's like the so-short version. ^^

why am i thinking it's me, you ask? one. he put me on his featured friends before his other best friend. and two. he's being too nice. it's not enough proof, but i really hope it's not me. i suck. T___T

last night was terrible. or maybe really early this morning. Valerie and i couldn't sleep so we decided to just chat and draw our houses for the sims[lol]. so while we were talking, i kind of saw some shadow walk past the windows but i shrugged it off thinking it was my imagination or just some cat. but then i saw it pass again so i looked out the window and saw this guy hiding. and i hate myself for just staring at him, and not even yelling at him or anything to make him leave. then i saw him talk to someone at the other side of the fence and all i said was "psst!!". and then i saw him lift my bike over the fence and his accomplice rode it and they ran. it all happened so fast but i know i could've stopped them, i should have. i absolutely hate myself for being so fucking helpless and stupid. you're prolly thinking it was just a bike, but whatever. it has sentimental value. it has this basket thing in front and I'm afraid they would come back and take some more stuffs and use the bike for a faster getaway. fuckkkkkkkkk.