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Thursday, February 21, 2008

 

on blog break

i'll be back on march 2nd because i have stuffs keeping me busy at school.
quickie update:
-arnem and i are friends again! yeys for me!
-jasper wants to court me, but i know that if i let him, then i'm gonna be a user. as in, use him to forget about you-know-poo. so i said i'd rather be friends with him. i told tessa, "yabz! he's not the type of guy i can see myself with. decoration lang siya, char-char. as in crush lang!" so she told jasper off because yesterday tessa was the guy. hehe's
-i am behind every subject, and i am bankrupt, and i have almost the same reason as greysh's. tskk
-exams on the 29th & 1st. and we only have two effin days for clearance-signing. i hate my school.
-no classes tomorrow afternoon, monday and another day next week. i'm gonna try and swallow my books now.. ciao! <3


Sunday, February 17, 2008

 
so uhm, yesterday i slept til 5 in the afternoon and i went to bed again at 2. we were having a sponsored mass today but i got too lazy to get up. boo me.
uuhhm, last night i went to the gym with my mother and valerie cause my mom was gonna play badminton and valerie wanted to talk to paulo and i tagged along, hoping paulo brought his psp-which he didn't. there goes my happiness, eh? i was talking to paulo about his classmate who i kind of like. but not reaalllyy like, just like. get it? :). he's a good dancer kasi. so i was talking to paulo about jasper and he suddenly paused and whispered something to leonard. i was like, "heeyy! ang daya niyo! ano yung binulong mo kay leonard??" then he told me that jasper gave a card to leonard which he was supposed to give to me on valentine's day. whaatt? i was so shocked to hear that. so i was like, "How dare you? bat mo sinabi na crush ko siya??" and paulo and leonard said they didn't. and i found out he liked me back in 1st year, and he still does. boo. he was this guy i despised back then. icky. i hate it when my crushes find out. hmpfft!
does anybody know how to hack friendsters? i can, but i'm not really good at it. my sister's accounb got hacked. i just found out. she was calling and calling me the other night but my phone is like never with me. when i checked a couple of hours later, i didn't call her back because i didn't have load. so my other sister, valerie told me just now. tsskk, tskk. i don't hack anymore because i have heard of karma. :/
have you heard? greysh is moving! moving, where? i don't know. she's been on hiatus for a couple of days now and we haven't talked recently.. tsk, tsk. there are a lot of things i don't know of. pshh


Saturday, February 16, 2008

 

untitled.

omfgee. how could colin and adrian have won? what happened to marc and rovilson? they were so freaking good at the beginning! effin roadblock! ugghhh!
my first high school prom. i don't have pictures if you're looking for any. sorry. so uhm, it was soo fun because there were girls dressed like sluts. one was wearing a backless thing and it had a bikini strap thing on the back. and another was wearing this super short one in the front but the back was all covered-up. hahaha. well, whatever.
prom was fun. not soo fun, but fun. i was sitting next to mommy aimz and.. Arnem's brother! ack! golly, i felt so insecure. boo-hoo. i was texting tessa and nathaly a lot and i ran out of load, hehe.. there was a short disco thing and tessa and nathaly went to where i was, and we danced with the second year teachers. then of course, there was this part where partners danced to sweet music. he said, "i miss Gen[girlfriend @ US] so bad." and i was thinking of him the whole night.
okay, the note. he didn't throw it!!!! in fact, he kept it and he was smiling and a bit kilig when he read it-according to Nathaly and emerson whom i texted this afternoon. sigh, i hope that as a good thing. i hope he'd talk to me on Monday. :)

Thursday, February 14, 2008

 

valentines day..anyone?

my guy friend did the sweetest thing. he put up a banner saying "i love you _____ and i'll do everything for you" above our blackboard this morning and she was so shocked to see it, and she had flowers and chocolates on her chair. sigh. and deep inside i was all, "sana ako rin..". haha.
NDEA update, i'm exempted on Filipino, English && Math. Yesss! :)
So uhm, for English class we made cards and our teacher delivered them to the people whom the vday cards were addressed to. so in between periods all day he'd get in our classrooms and, "excuse me st. rose, i have something for __ here." so fun.
then, for religion we made cards again and Tessa and I agreed to make the 14th our monthsary for the sake of vday, 5 months na! hihi. and she gave me a card. i was wearing glasses for today because my eyes hurt soo bad. then, Arnem went up to Tessa and I was next to Tessa, i saw he had a card on his hands and i was about to turn away because i don't want to see him give the letter to Tessa, but then I caught Tessa's eye and she said, "van, that's for you!". i didn't open it and i just dumped it in my bag. then, after class i went up to Daniel.
Me: nice joke Niel..
Daniel: anong joke?
Me: yung card.. puh-lease, anong akala mo sa akin, tanga?
Daniel: van, siya nagsulat lagi 'nun! tanungin mo pa siya!
so i went up to him and asked him about it, he said he did make the card, he did write the message inside but i forgot to ask him.. did the message come from him? 'cause Daniel might have told him what to write. and there's the time when Tessa asked him if he still liked me and he said no.. what was that all about? boys are complicated.
So, i'm gonna have prom tomorrow kaya i'll be absent.. & i left him a note under his chair and told my classmates to tell him about it. now i want to go back to school and get the note. im soo stupid. he's gonna laugh about it and tear the letter, just like what he did to some other girl. boo-hoo
we had a black valentines party in our room after class. soo fun. we didn't have cups so we drank off the bottle and toasted and stuffs. and my classmate swore she saw some headless guy in the gym. spooky. lmfao
what is the card supposed to mean? he said sorry for the stuff he did wrong and that he hopes that we wouldn't feel awkward around each other anymore. then i told my friend to tell him that it was HIM ignoring me. err, my mind is boggling,-is that even possible?

happy valentines day! :)

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

 

RANT.

fcuk it. this is not happening. this is soo not happening. i am a sophomore! i'm just 4"11! i'm his cousin! i am not going to his prom. i'm not going to prom. boo-hoo. unfortunately, i have no choice. *sob
who are these new people cmmnting me? diana, cher and kim. i dunno them and they just comment me and ask for linkage. hmpf, i'm not the friendly type. how many times do i have to say that? when i first met greysh, i was soo uneasy wif her, but she's cool pala. but these new people.. i dunno. ;p
that yssa is a bitch. she tells me she's soo over tweetie and now they're texting like crazy. and she's open to the thought of them getting back together. YUCK!
speaking of text, ndea was fun. notre dame girls were having english while we were having math. at recess, we exchanged answers thru text. pwaha. this afternoon, we had class. stupid school.
filipino - checked papers, i got 65/75 = exemption from final exam. yeahuh!
pehm - we had a graded recitation and a quiz about basketball. i hate basketball. i crammed, and i got 20/20 on the quiz and i got the question for the recitation right. :)
home ec - we're baking tomorrow. so the girls were so excited and i was reading in a corner because of my seatmate. when she saw me this moring with a book,she went to school this afternoon a book. gaya-gaya. cheap naman yung book na binabasa niya, romance novel by some old person. ewwie. 0__o
after that, i went out with Tessa and PM and bought some more cartolina and stuffs because we haven't finished decorating our room. and the other sections started to decorate too. psshhh. i got some black cartolina yesterday and i put up broken hearts everywhere in the room. haha. soo, daniel and flery broke up because daniel was jealous of arnem because they are too close. see? see? daniel got jealous of arnem too! haha.
so uhm, i have a plan for vday. i'm meeting yssa and inna and when yssa's like, "okay, let's go!" i'm gonna say "haah? you're not single, stupid. you have your lezbo lover. thought you could hide that from me, dincha? " and leave with inna. :)

Sunday, February 10, 2008

 
the family day was bogus. i forgot the chords because everytime we practice, i would just fool around and i was on the front row. i messed up big time. after that, i went with PM, Precious, Tessa, and the others, including Flery Ann. now, some of my classmates just found out about our month-old little fight and they're like, "it's funny you don't talk but you go out with the same group of friends." yeah it is funny. cause we ate at beaux. and the last time we ate there we merged the two tables but this time she sat on another table, kind of far from our's so.. we didn't stick the two tables together.
then we went to school and talked about stuff.. valentines day is coming and we're gonna decorate our room again. and i was like, "Precious, Nathaly and Flery Ann, you are not allowed to hang with us on the 14th because of your boyfriends. we're having a black valentine's, remember?" and they insisted on coming and Flery Ann made up this thing that she broke up with Daniel and stuff. whatevs.
then they went to click, and i went home because i don't like surfing on internet cafes, and did my project.. then i bought maltesers. mmm. yummy. :)
that night there was this girl, her name was Stephanie Wallenberg and I totally hate her. When Yssa and I had a fight she came into the picture and defended Yssa not knowing the real stuff that was between me and Yssa.. After a couple of weeks i forgot about it and she started commenting me again and she was really fc, no, not just fc.. she was like Kris Aquino on The Buzz Jr. i hate that, so i commented her "you know there's this line between being fc/trying to get to know someone and just being plain chismosa. you crossed that." then i deleted her off my list and blocked her. she messaged me that night saying she doesn't understand, she was just asking how long did my ex and i last.. i hardly know her. how could she ask me something like that? and his brother is my classmate and she asks him about the stuff happening to me at school. sooo weird. talk about stalker. then i just found out that she's my brother's girlfriend, so my brother told my mother about this secret of mine and she told dad and they both got so worried. stupid girlfriend. stupid brother.
my eyes are sore, i can't read properly, the text on my pc are now soo big. bah, i can't study like this. the text on my reviewers are small. and some of them are missing. i'm doomed. boo-hoo.

Friday, February 8, 2008

 

uh-may-zinggg?

na-realize ko na hindi pala yun love, yung kay ano.. infatuation lang pala o kaya naman raging hormones. pwaha. natatawa na nga ako sa sarili ko kasi yung diary ko punong-puno ng " how dare you love an a-hole like him?!". haay ang tanga ko talaga.
another funny thing, mas gugustuhin mo bang di kayo mag-pansinan ng isang tao pero hindi naman kayo magkagalit, or mag-pansinan kayo tapos plastikan pala kayo? kinakausap ko kasi si Nathaly kanina, tapos may tinanong ako tungkol sa seatmate ni Flery na si Arnem, tapos si Flery yung sumagot pero di siya nakatingin sa akin kasi mahina yung boses ni Nathaly. Natigilan ako, kasi nga, di ba hindi kami nagpapansinan? kaya sabi ko, "Flery Ann.. pansinin mo na ako beh..." na may paawa effect. haha. tapos ngumiti siya kasi ayaw daw niya. well at least she doesn't hate me anymore right? :)
[edit]
we had our practice for flute this morning, so we put all our seats at the side.. that afternoon, our chairs were still at the sides then we had a class for biology, and arnem, cj and daniel sat up front-and center. haha
so uhm... family day na bukas. di ko alam anong gagawin ko, kasi last year di ako pumunta.. pero ngayon kailangan. inhale, exhale. maaga daw pupunta, kasama parents. sinong dadalhin ko? mom or dad? should i bring my sister? uhh.


Wednesday, February 6, 2008

 
so, ndea next week and i haven't studied yet. tsk, tsk. because we're so busy with the family day stuffs. and we are already having our requirements. tsk, sometimes i hate it when i'm in the first section. boo. tomorrow we're gonna have practice for the whole day and we'll be going home at 6, pshh. well, at least we haven't got class, right? but, it's soo hot on the grounds. we are in the 3rd floor and its so windy there even at noon. and we practice sitting on the grass. eww, father's dog do their thing their. eewwwww. sigh..
chinese new year pala no? haha. forgot about that, and ash wednesday too. speaking of, went to ndtg to get our folk dancers' dresses, and they were having a mass-they were so silent. i mean, the people at my school are like sooo noisy because we hate the new president. we were only silent when bishop colin would be there. haha. and we hate our principal too. so we are like soo terrible to them. lmfao


Monday, February 4, 2008

 

*groaaannnnnnn

bum day. i went to school 30 minutes late with my sister whomand we had a mass at the gym because of our school's foundation day and it was soo effin crowded because there weren't much chairs set up, so all the students, including the stupid elementae students who couldn't compress and the high school students who were like sardines sat on the bleachers. it was super hot.
and then, we went out to have the program. and my fellow flute people and i went to the bleachers to get ready. then my teacher called me from the bleachers and was like, "vanessa, why don't you have your hair pulled back?" and i said, "i don't have anything to tie it with" "well, you're ruining the formation. get off the bleachers and find someone who'd let you borrow a clam or something. " so i went up our room and hid. i have verryy thick hair, and i don't think anybody would let me borrow. so i just took my bag from the canteen and watched the program from the 3rd floor. then, i went back to our room and read a bit.
kristan is back, and he's one of my very good guy friends in the room, so we were fooling around while i was reading and i was laughing at how clueless he was with everything that happened in the room because he was in the inter-area meet last week. i was laughing even harder because they lost the basketball game-haha and he started telling stuffs about his new girlfriend. which of course, made me shut up because everybody has dates now. emerson broke up with his girlfriend today and wants to hook up with the 2nd vanessa in the room, vanessa espana. whatever. yssa and i are going nalang. lol.
uh, they said that the board passers for december 2007 was gonna be released at the end of january.. wala pa man.. my sister has a heart disease and she got an attack last night cause she was worrying so much bout the results. phew.

Saturday, February 2, 2008

 
i care too much about what other people think, but i don't really think before i do something.
i had flute practicea t school today and in order for me to get inside the campus, i need a parent to sign my permit thing, but dad was sleeping and mom was at church because it's our parish fiesta, so i forged her signature. i was desperate, so uhm my intentions weren't bad naman, i just didn't want to be late for practice and so tomorrow my dad's gonna talk to me, i'm scared.
and another thing, while we were waiting for available tables at beaux, we saw one of my dad's former "gfs" and when she went out, binangga ko talaga siya. tsk, what if my fadurr finds out? and i also showed her pic on friendster to my friend and the guy next to the unit we were using looked at the monitor for like 5 sceonds, and then me. omgee, what if that guy knew the girl? i'm dead. i want to dieee!
so uhm, there was henna at the fiesta. can you believe it? there were stalls at the church. not in the church, but in the church compound, and i thought that was awful. but, i got henna still. lol.
i don't have a pic yet, but this is what i showed the henna-tattooist guy.:
my teacher's are gonna kill me. lol. i have it on my left arm, smaller than that, and it looks like rove/loue/roue. but i alwayyss wanted to have that kind of henna done, so.. sige nalang..

 

me, a-z

i used to be Anorexic
I don't like the taste of Beer
My hair's not in it's natural Color right now.
I tend to Daydream too much.
Eva Longoria is taller than me. ^__^
I say Ferk, instead of f*ck.
I believe in God
I am a Hopless romantic
I am Incorrigible
'Jeebuz cries!' used to be my favorite expression
I think Kool is uncool. lmfao
my Life pretty much sucks.
i don't spend Money wisely
only my twin sister calls me Ness
i Over-react on little things
i'm not a People person
I ask too many Questions
Right-handed ako
I'm addicted to Surveys
I can do Taekwondo
i do not Understand math.
Valerie is my twin's name
I am crazy about my Weight
i have this thing against X, because it makes math and biology more difficult.
Yellow is my current favorite color
Zebra stripes scare me.

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Friday, February 1, 2008

 
Just because somebody flirts with you;
doesnt mean they like you.
Just because somebody likes you;
doesn't mean they want to go out with you.
Just because somebody wants to go out with you;
doesn't mean they love you. Just because somebody
loves you; doesn't mean they won't hurt you.
-inna santiago
i give up on him. this is another terrible day, well i know now why flery hates me and it's pretty much an immature reason so i won't say.. xp
i found out something funny.... our "boysatdaback" turned "DoTa boys" are now.. "barako boys". haha. those boys are tall, bossy and witty. they've finally grown up. i found out that their leader-ish, daniel, has talked to the other bboys that on valentines day they were all gonna have partners.. so daniel's already with flery, and cj is with nathaly-but nathaly took back her 'yes' because they couldn't have a monthsary on a 31 for some months, so she'll say yes on the 14th.. and rigel is paired with my gayfriend and i am paired with him. pwaha. so he did say yes. sorry guys, hihi.
but,but. he doesn't now. lmfao, [para siyang babae, paiba-iba], because for our bio review for ndea exam, we had a circle and he was right in front of me so i kept looking at him, and then he started staring at me like a maniac because daniel said so, and i couldn't do anything about it because daniel is, well, daniel. when it comes to daniel kasi, if his girlfriend isn't looking, you're supposed to expect the worse. so while daniel was on band practice and he was dancing, i stared him down and everyone was laughing because he danced terribly. haha. karma? lmfaoo x3

i realized that my posts are 75% about boys now, i will be writing about the other part of my life. ^___^
we had a first friday mass today, and val and tessa were talking and i talked to tessa and val was whining about why tessa had so many friends and she was not hanging with tessa so much now.. so tessa got so mad because it sounded like valerie was making her choose.. so the rest of the day tessa and i were almost everywhere together and that afternoon our teacher talked to the three of us and tessa and val are good, but val and i are, so-so. i want to transfer school! ugghhh. ndtg! haha. now i regret forcing my parents to send val and i to the same school. well, ciao! :)

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