live.laugh.love

ugh. i wish we wore short sleeves everyday. the weather's pretty crazy these days. it would be so freaking hot from 10-3 and it would rain really hard around 4. and because of this, we couldn't get started on our games for the intrams. hmpft..
july 31[thurs] is the nutrition month culmination day.
then august 2, that's when breaking dawn comes out.
and i think i'm going to marbel with some friends to watch a very special love. haha..
but i'm not really gonna watch.. i'm planning to buy shoes and a watch. but i'm not sure about the shoes part, cause i haven't asked daddy for money yet. lol
then aug 9th is juniors' day.. and the week after that is quarter exam. gulp!
i'm not joining any activities on thursday. i don't think i'm even coming..haha

today didn't go so well.
[haha. i finally memorized my monday schedule!]
i went to school around 7:15 but it was good that we had a rosary, kaya i wasn't listed late.
for araling panlipunan, we wasted prolly 30mins for checking seat works that we did while our teacher was out and the other 30 mins discussing India's civilization. Klier and I were pretty tired, so we both slept until the next period. lolz
we woke up around recess and chatted with everyone. our section doesn't really have recess. 'cause 1) we're all saving up for something; 2) we're at the 3rd floor so it's pretty tiring to go down and 3) some of us are on diets.haha only the underweight kids go to recess.. haha
then we had english, and i tried my best not to sleep cause we were having an activity about multiple intelligence. we were asked to look at different pictures and i took so long to look at this picture i didn't understand, and i ended up being the only person to choose this picture and i had to explain it. i later realized that it was four people dancing. i don't even like dancing! so my report was pretty crappy. lolz
for chemistry, i wasn't so sleepy anymore, so i tried to participate..but whenever i would raise my hand my chem teacher never called me so i gave up. sigh..
pm. we had geometry first, and my group was reporting. i helped make the report and anna was doing the reporting. i listened. i even asked a couple of questions. so when i was writing something and i asked my classmate for his correction fluid, ma'am paclibar looked at me and said "vanessa, kung ayaw mong makinig sa geometry lumabas ka na lang". what the?!
geez.. geometry is pretty okay, but with a teacher like her who hates me for some reason i don't know.. i'm so gonna fail! grrrrr! so during religion and pehm, i wasn't in a pretty good mood cause of what happened and my teachers weren't so nice to me as well. darn it, i wish tomorrow would go better.

this is pretty much a pointless post.
weekend! hah.
finally. i'm so tired this week. urrgghh. we had lots of new lessons, pop quizzes and homework. i don't even have time to watch television.
i don't think i'm gonna buy an mp3 player anymore. i'll be buying a watch instead. klier already has one[i told her about it and she asked her cousin-in-law to buy her one.lol] and she wants us to match, so yeah. :)
my sister said new moon paperback costs around 500 bucks, but when i checked out national bookstore online, it was only 360+. but if i order online, i'm gonna have to pay for shipping again.. so i'll just ask someone else to buy it for me. ;]
fudging rubik's cube. i can't solve it! grrr. i can only reach the 2nd layer, then i'm stuck. the youtube video didn't help, either. urgh.

shortened time/early dismissal day has been moved to friday again.. but we still got dismissed early because it started to rain and the principal was scared it would rain even harder, cause yesterday it did and the elementary department was flooded and they didn't have classes today. xD

we're not going to wear jerseys on juniors' day-august 9 because our adviser was always out and we need her consent to have them made. so she was finally here today, and we had a meeting. she said that even if we would find someone to make them now, they still wouldn't be able to make it in time for juniors' day so the mayor decided to have printed shirts for juniors' day and the jersey for intrams. that was okay with me, but i was sure that if we were gonna have to pay for the printing, some people won't pay for the jerseys. so i was like, "wag na lang mag pa-print. mag red shirt na lang kasi pag mag jersey pa tayo di na magbayad ang mga kuripot." thus, another riot in our supposedly orderly meeting. ampft.

i just reread my previous post, and some parts of it was missing. i realized that when i typed in ">.<" and the blockquote code later, the text between the > and <'s would disappear. gets? lol so here's what i can recall: when daniel found out that i liked stitch/james, he told me that he was ugly, stupid, too young and everything and that he was a terrible replacement for arnem. hah. i'm already over him naman, it's just that i am so easily affected with everything daniel says. so all night that night i thought about what he said and started not to like stitch. so when i found out that he likes me likes me, i freaked; 'cause (1) i just liked him. and (2) i didn't like him anymore. haha i told Klier about it and she thought i was crazy. lollerz. it just didn't feel right, him liking me more than he should that it was already disgusting.. so i did it. i tried to look like the one "right" in the situation, but he thought it was something else and started saying sorry and stuff. eiiwwww. gotta go, i have to watch this rubik's cube video on youtube. :)

exams are o-v-e-r! haha. we had pehm this afternoon and it was pretty hard. there were two different test papers, to prevent us from cheating. lol
and we also checked some test papers today. i got 40/45 on chem! hah. i can't believe it. xDD
and the other people on the honor roll got 19, 29 or something. chyeaaa.
remember that person i was talking about.. the one who cheats all the time and is still on the top ten? well, my teacher caught her on the first day of exams and she told her to move her chair. :D
math was okay, i was able to solve everything but my score wasn't so good. i think i got 37/45. urgh. fudge geometry! i like chemistry more now!
so this afternoon, i was ignoring kristan to death and even told him FTF [forget the friendship. lol] so i wanted to ask him a question and i turned to face him and then he smiled and i turned my back from him and laughed.. then he started to say something to Klier and ma'am Paclibar saw me asking Klier what Kristan said and she was all... "Andale, Lim.. gusto ko pag math maghiwalay kayo. ang ingay-ingay niyo. lagi nalang kayo ang nirereklamo ko kay ma'am bermejo. bahala kayong maghanap ng uupuan niyo, basta ayokong makitang magkatabi kayo sa period ko." geez. whatever woman! i hate you more anyway. she is worse than my biology, ap 2 and english 1 teachers combined! grrr...
i wasn't able to update over the weekend cause i went somewhere.. so, my uncle saw me and

uncle: vanessa, anong height mo?
me: 4'11 po..
uncle: pano ka papasok ng pmma kung ganyan?
me: wala na nga pong pag-asa.. ni hindi man lang ako maka-nursing kasi di pa ako 5

nursing is actually out of the question, because i personally think that by the time i step into college, there would be enough nurses and it takes forever to get a visa and everything. my grandfather also asked me what course i was planning to take.. curse sleepless nights and coffee! i can't get a good job out of my stupid height!

me: james, alisin mo nga yang nasa braso mo![he had my name henna-ed on his arm. lol]
james: no, i wanna show you how much i love you. [i know, eeewwwww!]
me: uh, di mo ba naaalala yung deal natin? nagpromise ka baya na wag ka magkaganyan.. kainis ka.
james: di ko kasi mapigilan van [stop reading whenever you want! this gets grosser by the second. haha]
me: ano ka man ah,. nagpromise ka baya. bahala ka jan. ayoko na.
james: ayaw mo na sakin?
i wanted so bad to say yes.. but i was being nice. haha
me: baka kasi masaktan ka..
james: dahil ba pangit ako?
OO! ampangit mo! mukha kang unggoy!
me: hindi ah.. grabe ka naman.. basta.. kalimutan mo na ako.. sorry.
james: sige ah. walang pansinan. kalimutan mo na ako.. wag mo na akong isipin.
duh! i stopped thinking about you weeks ago dumbass!
me: sorry. [haha. that's me trying to be nice]

argh! and what's worse, he ACTUALLY THINKS i'm hurt! i am NOT! it was a freaking crush and he immediately thought i liked him liked him! disgusting.
now he's asking all my friends to tell me he's sorry. urgh. go fuck yourself, loser!
gotta go, i have to find a new layout. ciao!

exams na sa thursday and friday, and i need to study. we watched hide and seek in school last friday, and we're supposed to write the plot and the message of the movie. i'm already done with the plot part, but i can't figure out what the message is.. my ideas are when your dad starts calling himself charlie at 2am, kills animals and pushes your neighbor out the window and forgets about it in the morning, tell him what's up and never play hide and seek with strangers who look like your dad. haha.
geometry sucks. we're doing measurements and solving them using algebra. >_<. and i think you all know how stupid i am when it comes to algebra.
yeys! yeys! it finally pushed through! we're gonna wear jerseys during intrams! mwahahaha. what will i have written at the back, you ask? why, mrs. cullen of course! haha.
guess what came in the mail last Monday and Tuesday!! xDD

too bad i'm not allowed to read it until the exams are over.. hmpft.
bought it off ebay. i'm still looking for New Moon. ;)
btw, bad habits do die hard! i drank 3 cups of coffee for two days. tsk, tsk. there goes my dream of reaching 5'10! haha.
short update lang yun.. marami pa kasi akong dapat gawin eh.. ;]

i didn't do pehm last monday cause i got too lazy and my dazzling teacher got mad at me. T__T
so the other day i asked mother to buy me jogging pants and rubber shoes for pehm cause she had gone to davao yesterday, but she didn't make it back to tacurong in time for my pehm class, so while everyone was getting dressed for pe, i was scheming how to get my teacher not to notice me. it wasn't so good, but it worked! haha. i sat on the wall, while being covered by some classmates. and when they went downstairs to jog[i think], i sneaked through the back door and went to the girls' bathroom to hide. when the coast was clear, i went to the library. am i good or what? haha.. sir defiño didn't even notice that i was gone! chyeaa. xDD

as for my no-cheating policy, i'm happy to report that there has been some progress going on. i study now, and i hardly watch television or go online. and, i get good grades! i think my lowest was 8/10. ;) but.. the other night, i wasn't feeling so good.. i didn't get to make my homework and so i went to school early the next day to copy someone else's. >.<

school is pretty much fine, except for the fact that we have to use cursive writing for chemistry and geometry. and oh, i almost forgot to mention that most of our teachers check notebooks before they would sign our clearances. that means we have to copy everything they write, draw or post on the board.urgh.

the lessons are okay. and i'm starting to hate computer. we were doing this visual basic thingy on the 4th quarter. bo-ring. and i can't even understand the codes! as in you can't read them. unlike in html. hmpft. i can't wait to be a senior. we're building web sites. ;)

i just found out.. arnem is courting flery ann. i should have seen this coming! haha.

why am i posting on a wednesday, you ask?
1. wednesday is "shortened time" day. lunch break is 11:40 and dismissal is at 3:30.
2. we weren't given any quizzes, projects or assignments. ;]