live.laugh.love

Once i let go, that's it. It's done. There won't be a second change after I choose not to hold on because it's up to me right now. If i keep holding on, maybe he will too. But I'm holding on by a thread and i'm getting tired. i just want to know if I should cut it now, or keep my heart dangling, waiting for an answer.

so uhm, do i have to say it? i'm too sad to actually say it but i said i would, so without further ado..
she said he said no. then i asked emerson, he said that he said yes. now i'm confused. but by the way he acts arounds me, it's bound to have been a no. a big fat no.
i keep wondering where did i go wrong or maybe i didn't go wrong at all, maybe things are going to turn out the way they're meant to and nothing's gonna to stop them. some things are easy to control and work out. but some things you just have to let go. so instead of asking why itturned out like this, i should accept that it is how it is. there is no way to change it, but there are little things that make me happy, and those are the ones i should be holding on to.