live.laugh.love

my guy friend did the sweetest thing. he put up a banner saying "i love you _____ and i'll do everything for you" above our blackboard this morning and she was so shocked to see it, and she had flowers and chocolates on her chair. sigh. and deep inside i was all, "sana ako rin..". haha.
NDEA update, i'm exempted on Filipino, English && Math. Yesss! :)
So uhm, for English class we made cards and our teacher delivered them to the people whom the vday cards were addressed to. so in between periods all day he'd get in our classrooms and, "excuse me st. rose, i have something for __ here." so fun.
then, for religion we made cards again and Tessa and I agreed to make the 14th our monthsary for the sake of vday, 5 months na! hihi. and she gave me a card. i was wearing glasses for today because my eyes hurt soo bad. then, Arnem went up to Tessa and I was next to Tessa, i saw he had a card on his hands and i was about to turn away because i don't want to see him give the letter to Tessa, but then I caught Tessa's eye and she said, "van, that's for you!". i didn't open it and i just dumped it in my bag. then, after class i went up to Daniel.
Me: nice joke Niel..
Daniel: anong joke?
Me: yung card.. puh-lease, anong akala mo sa akin, tanga?
Daniel: van, siya nagsulat lagi 'nun! tanungin mo pa siya!
so i went up to him and asked him about it, he said he did make the card, he did write the message inside but i forgot to ask him.. did the message come from him? 'cause Daniel might have told him what to write. and there's the time when Tessa asked him if he still liked me and he said no.. what was that all about? boys are complicated.
So, i'm gonna have prom tomorrow kaya i'll be absent.. & i left him a note under his chair and told my classmates to tell him about it. now i want to go back to school and get the note. im soo stupid. he's gonna laugh about it and tear the letter, just like what he did to some other girl. boo-hoo
we had a black valentines party in our room after class. soo fun. we didn't have cups so we drank off the bottle and toasted and stuffs. and my classmate swore she saw some headless guy in the gym. spooky. lmfao
what is the card supposed to mean? he said sorry for the stuff he did wrong and that he hopes that we wouldn't feel awkward around each other anymore. then i told my friend to tell him that it was HIM ignoring me. err, my mind is boggling,-is that even possible?

happy valentines day! :)