live.laugh.love

i guess i can't leave my blog. so yeah, i'll blog again. but i can't promise that i'm gonna update everyday or comment your blogs[links] all the time. but i'm still gonna read your posts. ^-^
so why haven't i been going online as often as i used to anymore?
as i said in my older posts, i come from a broken family and i'm having drama with them again. so, the computer is at my father's and i stay at my mother's, and i can't go to my father's anymore. so that's the short story version. greysh knows the real deal.
tomorrow i'm going to marbel to buy some school supplies with my yfc barkada[haha]. last friday and saturday we had a provincial youth conference which was supposed to end on sunday but there was gonna be a wedding that day at the venue, so we left at saturday. it was fun, but not as fun as the one last year, there weren't much people there, parang hindi provincial youth conference, parang youth camp lang. and they told us to wear casual there so i wore a freaking dress[ack!]. i look terrible in dresses. i decided i'm not gonna go to prom this year, i know it's a long way to go before february, but i just don't want to go. haha. so anyway, they said there was gonna be a red carpet and everything, but there wasn't, err.
school is only a couple of weeks away and i absolutely can't wait! :D
a lot of things are bothering me right now, and one of them is my weight again. grrrr.. we don't have a scale at mom's but i swear that i have gained 5 more pounds! ack. i need tips, i look terrible. even my clothes don't fit me anymore. urrghhhh. >.< i have a new crush! haha. he didn't come to pyc cause he hada badminton tournament so last night, i went to the gym and chatted with him, we played this guessing game about our crushes and i think he knows that i've got a crush on him now. i can be so stupid. more details next time..